victim...
just a target other of others,
from the very start,
don't think they realise,
that i too have a heart,
every new day,
every brand new start,
they make me a victim,
and tear me apart.
im so tired of feeling,
just like dirt,
everyday im alive,
i relive the hurt,
so lie in bed,
crying again,
preparing to face,
tomorrows pain.
im sick of it all,
what have i done,
to be the victim,
of everyone,
its time to fight back,
i cant take anymore,
its ime for their faces,
to be hittling the floor.
there's a fire inside me,
only one way to put it out,
to make you the new victim,
and see what i cry about...
Moon light falls upn a snow covered graveyard. Amongst the headstoned there was a silhouette of two people, a man and a woman.
The man holds the woman close and wispers in her ear " i love you..." she smile warmly and rests her head on his shoulder.
He sinks his razor sharp teeth into her soft neck and holds her close as her heart begins to slow. She looks into his eyes and wispers "and i will love you..." she draws her last breath "...forever".
define perfect...
thats impossible...
whats your idea of perfect...
erm, to be flawless...
but a flawless person is a sad person...
explain...
people love us for who we are, our flaws make us who we are...
so to be flawless is to be unloved...
yes...
thats ironic.
i am what i am
i may not be perfect,
im only me,
i may not be cool,
im only me,
i may not be pretty,
im only me,
im may not be strong,
im only me,
i may not be hot,
im only me,
i may not be big,
im only me
i may not be hard,
im only me,
i may not be everything,
im supposed to be,
but i am what i am,
and thats only me.
if only
if only you were near,
if only you were here,
if only you were with me,
if only it was meant to be.
i want to reach out for you,
i want to scream out for you,
i want to hold you close to me,
i want for you to be with me.
i hope to see your face,
i hope to view your grace,
i hope that we can be together,
i hope from now until forever.
i'm on my own,
i'm falling apart,
i'm all alone,
and empty at heart.
my heart once filled with love,
it used to know happiness,
it was blessed from above,
it was ignorant in bliss.
i'm on my own,
i'm falling apart,
i'm all alone,
and empty at heart.
i still don't know,
what i had done,
to make you go,
and start to run,
i'm on my own,
i'm falling apart,
i'm all alone,
and empty at heart.
please will you stay,
i started to cry,
but you walked away,
and left my side.
i'm on my own,
i'm falling apart,
i'm all alone,
and empty at heart.
breaking down within,
choking on my pride,
tired of living in sin,
there's no pla
got my head in the clouds,
turn my music on to loud,
and i don't know what to do.
trying to find the right words,
to bring you back to earth,
and i don't know what to do.
find it hard to explain,
the way your driving me insane,
and i don't know what to do.
tv's on, i'm at home,
i don't wanna be alone,
and i don't know what to do.
i can't take it any more,
want you to walk back through that door,
or i don't know what i'll do.
ALONE!
Alone I stand,
Not a friend in the world,
Not a soul to talk to,
Or swap secrets with,
The kind of things people take for granted.
No one here to see past this face,
To see a me no one bothers to notice,
No one here to fight my case,
To take the blame when I'm bad,
No one here to help me stay strong.
Instead they just laugh,
And insult,
And curse,
They single me out and make me feel worthless,
A shadow, invisible, nothing. Alone.
Why do they do this to me,
Is it because I'm different,
If they physically tore me up,
like they do mentally,
They'd see I'm not so different.
And if they torment me not for being differen
NOBODY KNOWS!
Nobody gets me,
No matter how hard they try,
Nobody knows me,
Or the way that I feel inside.
(repeat)
They just don't understand,
This is the way I am,
I'll always be the same,
Just someone else to blame,
Another waste of space,
Without a purpose or a place,
Just something in their way ,
But it's here I'm gonna stay.
Nobody gets me,
No matter how hard they try,
Nobody knows me,
Or the way that I feel inside.
(repeat)
Why won't they let me be,
Somehow I'll make them see,
How this pain and misery,
Is tearing into me,
I need to get away,
It's leading me astray,
It's all down hill from here,
And everythin
PRESSURE!
How do I cope with the pain and the pressure,
Eating away at my soul to make me suffer,
I'm doing what I can but I still feel unsure,
I'll deal with it in my own way,
And I don't care what they say,
I'll do what I can to take the pain away.
I'm not alive,
I just exist,
I try to survive,
Till my next hit.
How do I cope with the pain and the pressure,
Eating away at my soul to make me suffer,
I'm doing what I can but I still feel unsure,
I'll deal with it in my own way,
And I don't care what they say,
I'll do what I can to take the pain away.
Cut through my flesh
The blood drips away
All the pressure and stress
T
Stereotypes
Look what your stereotypes have done,
They've got us on the run,
Look what your stereotypes have done,
Now my heads gone numb,
Look what your stereotypes have done,
You've made us all seem dumb,
Look what your stereotypes have done,
Now I've shot myself with a gun.
Just cos I'm a goth,
Don't mean I slit my wrists,
Just cos I'm a mosher,
Don't mean I choke on spiffs,
Just cos im a punk,
Don't make me retarded,
Just cos I'm emotional,
Don't make me a faggot.
Look what your stereotypes have done,
They've got us on the run,
Look what your stereotypes have done,
Now my heads gone numb,
Look what your stereotypes ha
twinkle twinkle,
youre my star,
and i wonder,
how you are,
a fire's burning in my heart,
i have loved you from the start,
twinkle twinkle,
your my star,
and i wandered,
how you are.
got my head in the clouds,
turn my music on to loud,
and i don't know what to do.
trying to find the right words,
to bring you back to earth,
and i don't know what to do.
find it hard to explain,
the way your driving me insane,
and i don't know what to do.
tv's on, i'm at home,
i don't wanna be alone,
and i don't know what to do.
i can't take it any more,
want you to walk back through that door,
or i don't know what i'll do.
i'm on my own,
i'm falling apart,
i'm all alone,
and empty at heart.
my heart once filled with love,
it used to know happiness,
it was blessed from above,
it was ignorant in bliss.
i'm on my own,
i'm falling apart,
i'm all alone,
and empty at heart.
i still don't know,
what i had done,
to make you go,
and start to run,
i'm on my own,
i'm falling apart,
i'm all alone,
and empty at heart.
please will you stay,
i started to cry,
but you walked away,
and left my side.
i'm on my own,
i'm falling apart,
i'm all alone,
and empty at heart.
breaking down within,
choking on my pride,
tired of living in sin,
there's no pla
if only
if only you were near,
if only you were here,
if only you were with me,
if only it was meant to be.
i want to reach out for you,
i want to scream out for you,
i want to hold you close to me,
i want for you to be with me.
i hope to see your face,
i hope to view your grace,
i hope that we can be together,
i hope from now until forever.
twinkle twinkle,
youre my star,
and i wonder,
how you are,
a fire's burning in my heart,
i have loved you from the start,
twinkle twinkle,
your my star,
and i wandered,
how you are.
Current Residence: in your closet, yes the one in you room *evil laughs* Favourite genre of music: everything except RnB or pop -_- Favourite style of art: comic style, manga, anamie and mecha or anything that has a dark or unusual element to it Shell of choice: turtles they rock Wallpaper of choice: paint Skin of choice: mine....i've never really been under anyone else's Favourite cartoon character: arucard - hellsing Personal Quote: i'm deep inside your children, who betray you in my name!
Yeh so earlier today i was beaten up by a gang or around 10 to 15 narrow minded d**ks basically because im different and thats not allowed where i live? anyway im feelin abit low and uninspired got new shizzle to put up but i cant be bother at the moment to be honest :( ... hope your day was better :)
I need people to send me pictures of themselves as i am out of ideas for characters in my comic and need inspiration so.... females preffered but males needed too, nothing that hides your shape/figure im studying body form people not big coats and i need to make you aware that you will probably be shown on here in animated form only and any pictures should be sent to inhale@hotmail.co.uk so yeh plz help me :)
hey hey people! how you all doing? just thought id let you know about some upcoming stuff, ive been working on a new poem/song and ive also been making my own comic so im gonna start putting rough drawings from it up on here (the proer drawings are for my eyes only until the first edition is complete) but you can expect the cover and a couple of characters up here and if i can be bothered ill do a couple of strips. neways i love you all and i hope you enjoy! :D
Good morning star shine, the earth says, hello.... Hey i just wanted to stop by ad say hello and hope your having a great day. I miss you like mad crazy and sorry about just laving yesterday on msn my power went out and when it came back on you had left, well i would say Happy thanks giving but you don't have it were you are so yeah. but they asked us what we were thankful for and i said you. well i you always and forever.
*HUGGNES* *dingding* RULES: 1- You can hug the person who hugged you! 2- You can't hug the person more than 3 times 3- You -MUST- hug 6 other people 4- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page! c'mon..don't be scared of public displays of affection 5- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet) 6- You should most definitly get started hugging right away! -P.S. Hey! try some random ppl to Spread more teh DA love around!